truth is...

[august 18, 2011]  and yes, i started my list with #0.

0. high school is only fun for popular people: fiction.

1. fact: high school is fun for the people who make it fun.

2. i am so sleepy right now i could collapse on my desk and no one would be able to wake me for at least 8 hours.

3. i'm obsessing over the song 'someone worth dying for' by mikeschair.  i seriously want to bawl every time i hear it.

4. i've been hung up on the same guy for almost a year. pathetic? eh. going somewhere? possible..

5. i'm dying to put my hair in a ponytail right now but i know it'll look sloppy so i'm refraining.

6. i have a volleyball game tonight, and for some reason, i'm not worried at all.

7. i really want a frostie from wendy's. like, asap.

8. i need to be working on my chemistry worksheet and reviewing books for english, but i'm typing this [near] pointless post.

9. I NEED FOOOOOD!!!!

10. this post is coming to a close, due to the fact...

11. i have nothing else to say.

12. oh, wait.

13. you guys rock for reading this post of whatnot.

14. okay. now this post is closed.

;)

truth is...

1. I need to get some things off my chest.  So yeah.

2. I put the 'pro' in procrastinating.  I put off my homework until the very last possible minute, then rush to get it done.  I really need to stop that.  Like, now.

3. I had it out with one of my best friends over the stupidest thing ever.  I was having a bad day and I pretty much bit her head off for no reason.  And when I tried to apologize, I just made everything worse.  *head/desk* (about ten times over).

4. 'Exercise' has not in my vocabulary as of late.  At all.  Hence why I've gained about 5 pounds.  Arghhh.

5. Hawk Nelson is slowly but surely becoming my favorite band.  I still love Stellar Kart, but Hawk Nelson 'gets' me right now.  So they're on repeat all the time which makes them my favorite band.  Plus Jason Dunn's voice kind of makes me melt. Just sayin'.

6. The word 'awesome' has been dominating my vocabulary.  And I hate it because it's overly cliche and teenager-y.  I like to be more than typical, out of the ordinary.  Not normal.  Grr.

7. Turquoise nail polish is the bomb.  Everyone knows it.  End of story.

8. I seriously want to start dressing like a hippie.  Braids and flowers and flip flops and headbands.  It may sound weird and I might get perturbed looks, but that's how I want to dress.  Plus, it'd help me see through the fakes.

9. I'm really stuck on this guy that thinks I'm a freak/loser.  *head/desk*

10. That's pretty much it.  And till next time, I'll leave you with this lyric, 'cause I kind of love it.

I'm still waiting for you to be the one I'm waiting for.