day five: a favorite quote.

"You wished yourself away.  Don't doubt your value.  Don't run from who you are." -Aslan

"maybe it's because you really didn't want to see him."

I know, I know. I am horrible, weak, and an absolute failure. What can I say? I'm addicted to blogging. It's because I feel comfortable here - I can say what I want without everyone thinking I'm some sort of creepy writer/artist person. So yeah. Back to the post.

In Prince Caspian - one of my favorite movies! - Susan asks Lucy why she didn't see Aslan. Lucy's reply?

"Maybe it's because you really didn't want to see him."

This hit me really hard. Lately, I've been feeling, sorta...distant from God. And maybe it's because I really don't want to see Him. I should be searching continually, looking for Him everywhere. And I just don't.

So. I'm gonna start looking for Him. In school, at home, at church, on Blogger - everywhere. I should want to see Him so bad that I can't keep myself from looking.

Much love,

anna :)

P.S. - I ditched Ned for Peter. Horrible, I know. But Peter's brave, smart, cunning, and cute. He's a keeper *wink*